Tuesday, September 21, 2010

“Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away”

“When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?”

“Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.”

-Sex in the City

To Good To Be True

“From my experience, honey, if he seems too good to be true—he probably is. [Samantha]”- Sex in the City

I never really paid attention to that saying. I never did because sometimes we can expirence things that seem to good to be true. In the end it can play both ways, either really could be to good to be true or it can actually be true. Not to long ago i expierenced my first moment of "to good to be true" moment. Im not going to get in depth of the situation because im still trying to heal from it.The moment that i first came into contact with the "to good to be true" situation i had a gut feeling that something wasnt right. But because it felt so good it seemed so right i ignored my gut feeling. My head was saying yes while my heart was saying no. Boy was it a BIG mistake to ignore my gut feeling and my heart. If i had listened to my heart and followed my gut feeling then i wouldnt be going through the crazy emotions that im going through right now. But its life. We live and we learn. I cant say i regeret everything that happened in that situation becasue i learned from it. I know now that if my heart keeps trying to tell me something over and over than i need to WAKE UP AND LISTEN TO IT!

Sunday, September 19, 2010


Friday, September 10, 2010

Burn

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just wanna set you on fire So I won't have to burn alone Then you Then you'll know where I'm coming from. You can call me crazy 'cause I believe The only move for me and you Is to go out blazing. I didnt do this, you lit the match for me an now i just wanna see you burn burn burn...

Friday, September 3, 2010

Insecurity




Im a little Insecure. What female isnt? We all have something that we dont like about ourselves. Theres always that one or few things that we wish would could change about ourselves. Anger is a manifestation of a deeper issue... and that, for me, is based on insecurity, self-esteem and loneliness.

Monday, August 23, 2010

We're all Addicted to something

An addiction is the ultimate climax in a society based on consumption.


A shot to kill the pain.
A pill to drain the shame.
A purge to stop the gain.
A cut to break the vein.
A smoke to ease the crave.
A drink to win the game.
An addiction's, an adiction
Because it always hurts the same....



Now i have to admit it,
It's so damn hard for me to quit it,
I've gotten so far into the habbit,
That there's a cure, but i cant grab it.
I've been so use to the feeling,
That its harder for me to start my healing.
It's hard to turn the other cheek,
My resistance gets so weak.
If i go back and do it again,
It'll still let it be my best friend,
But it uses me,
Yet i still cant let go.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Range Rover Sport

Dear, range rover sport I'm in love with you, deeply and soon you WILL be mine.. We will ride into the sunset together and live happily ever after:) Love, me

"Until you face all the mistakes you've made, you'll never change. -One Tree Hill



" My words are mistakes and my thoughts are unclean."

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Sassy Black and White dress H&M




This shocking dress feautred in an H&M ad is one of this fall's most shocking and chic dresses yet to come. Its a frisky baby sister to Alexander Wang with its vertical black and white stripes and sheer bodice. The design is indeed shocking but not as shocking as the price! An entire garment that is so sassy and chic is sold for a small price of $4. 95! How can H&M afford to sell a garment so cheap? Well according to the companys PR director Jennifer Uglialor, she stated " This season, we bumped up the fashion and lowered the price even more, " Uglialor says, explaining that in response to tough economic times, the chain is more dedicated than ever to making its products less expensive. " Its the same concept we had for over 60yrs, but this season we're focused even more on a lower price. We're very cost-conscious; for fall you'll be seeing trench coats for $20"

But how? How? “We have over 2,000 stores in 37 countries. This provides high volume and there is no middleman. We have our own team of over 100 in-house designers and we do all our own production.” Asked about working conditions in the many countries where H&M merchandise is produced, Uglialoro sends over the company’s Code of Conduct, which discusses H&M’s stands on child labor, health and safety, sustainability, and other issues. And there’s a Q&A section on their Web site where questions like, “Why don’t you pay the factory workers more?” and “How does H&M check that suppliers are abiding by its Code of Conduct?” are addressed.
One can only hope that other companies have a similar propensity for full disclosure. Have you looked inside some of those $2,500 dresses and $3,000 handbags gracing the autumn racks lately? A few high-end designer items hail from India and Slovakia, China and Hungary. The days of the ubiquitous “Made in France” or “Made in Italy” labels you took for granted are becoming a distant memory.

Sex with Your Best Friend


Is having sex with your best friend a good idea? or bad? In my personal opinion i say its a bad idea. Being that I've had expirence with this I advise no one to ever have sex with their best friend, its probably one of THE biggest mistkakes that you could ever make. When you have sex with a best friend that's stepping onto another level. A level that should never be stepped onto with a best friend. Stepping onto that level will make your friendship complicated and akward. Your realtionship with eachother will never be the same afterwards. In fact you may even end up ending your friendship if things get way to complicated and awkward after you step onto that imtimate level with eachother. The friends with benefits thing NEVER works.Eventually feelings end up coming into the relationship and someone always ends up hurt. Friends are hard to come by these days so its best to just leave that imtimate relationship for someone other than a really close friend. I learned the hard way and know for a fact that sex with a best friend is a bad idea!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Final Goodbye

"The tuly painfull goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained."

We went our seperate ways without notice or reason. I never really wanted you out of my life but guess it was meant to be this way. The pain of your disappearance was unbearable. So thats why i tried to forget that you ever existed. But no matter how hard i tried i just couldnt get you out of my memory. So i gave up trying and now i have to deal with the fact that its goodbye for good. The memories of you will never fade no matter how much i do and dont want them to. Im giving up on hope that one day you will call, text, or email. Ive tried to reach out to you but you act as if i dont exist. It hurts but i know that one day the pain will subside and the scars that you left will go away. Its time that i face reality. Face the fact that you dont know me anymore that you dont want me anymore.....that you never wanted me, truly. So this is my final goodbye.... Im stuck with the memories so i will forever know you, and you have ignored my existance so i guess you no longer know me.....

EMO

"If it werent for GOD i'd be dead."







Behinde that smile is a hurting heart.
Behind my laugh, im falling apart.
Look closely at me and you will see,
The girl i am...isnt me





Shes the type of girl that will argue for hours , even when shes wrong.
Shes the type of girl that will forgive you no matter how much you hurt her.
Shes the type of girl that will try to impress you as much as she can.
Shes the type of girl that goes through the most pain, but hides it all with a smile, shes the type of girl willing to try.

Monday, August 16, 2010

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”

Bob Marley


“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up yo
ur heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Neil Gaiman
Pain. You just have to ride it out. You can only hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside.”

Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy

“Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most, are those who don’t know what they want.”

Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy

Monday, August 9, 2010



Can you imagine a romantic table set for two? With candles flickering against the array of flowers. As their scent fills the room. The embers brightly burning in the fire place. And the sound of the fire crackling is heard. The finest bottle of french red wine is set for you and i. Over favorite love songs are softly playing in the back ground. Candles and the fireplace is our only light. A perfect setting for our romantic evening of pure ecstasy. Our hearts both filled with passion, wanting to blend as one, embraced a looking deeply into anothers eyes. We caress each others face with the gentleness of our hands. We make a toast to our gift of love sent from heaven. As we drink from each others glass with hands entwined, softly I kiss your lips that now taste like sweet wine and with the tip of my tongue i trace the outline of your soft tender lips. Taking me in your strong arms you lift me and carry me before the blazing fire and slowly lay me down as we feel love's desire flow swiftly through our veins. With the fire flickering on our bodies.....Our passion now becomes the heat of the night. As we dance the dance of love in perfect rhythm, we slowly fall into ecstasy and our bodies melt togther as one. Emotions flowing and hearting soaring, two bodies blending in a unimaginable way.... The most beautiful way.....The way God intended it to be between a man and woman who love deeply. Two lovers who desire one another for the whole eternity.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Fashion Icon Twiggy

Name: Lesley Hornby
Born: September 19, 1949
English model, actress, and singer
At age 16 she became the FIRST prominent TEENAGE model.
Best Features were her large eyes, long eyelashes, and thin built.
1966 she was named "The face of 1966" by the daily express and voted british women of the year.
By 1967 twiggy modeled in France, Japan, and the U.S. and landed covers of vogue and the tatler.